Your first love is JESUS!! 

Beauty, glory, honor, wealth and wisdom belong to HIM. Do not compromise anything or anyone in this world for your first love.

Submit yourself completely to your first love and HE will bring all these to you. THEN you can be sure and secure in your life because these can never leave you. 

Trust HIM now!!

Why repent later when GOD gave you a chance to realize, repent and act now itself?!!